2010 was a fairly messed up year for me. I found out a lot about someone who I never thought would ever hurt me like they did this year. After almost 7 years together it just goes to show that you never REALLY know someone. I may have forgiven, but I will NEVER forget and if it happens again I am gone.

In watching an episode of Super Nanny I have decided that Nanny Jo needs to make a stop here. She could help not only with the kiddos, but with the rest of my relationships. Someone needs to give Jeff a dose of reality. He is no longer a child, but a man who is now a father with two children of his own. This means that you need to give some things  up. You can't have your cake and eat it too. He is content to have me be here and cook his dinner and wash his clothes and take constant care of the kids. I know he hasn't had a great father figure growing up, but watching other fathers should give him a sense of what he needs to be doing. Nanny Jo would be awesome in telling him to get OUT OF THE SHOP, and come partake in parenting. I need help too ya know. You can't expect me to do it all and not need help..... no matter how hard I try I am not Super Women.

Enough negative, maybe some positive later :)